Meg

this guy is the guy of my dreams.

i don't care how corny it is, we're made for each other.
i wish i had known that several months ago. i could have done something about it.

i wish i could go back and break things off sooner with doug, and gone with him. buuuuut i'm dumb and i didnt. and now he's not here anymore.
woe is me, blah blah blah, he'll be back.

anyway i don't think i'm going to utah anymore. i'll be attending sfsu in the spring.

any roommates needed around that time? there have been vague plans to stay with many people i.e kat, leslie, stephanie, brittany, natalie?

that'd be so tight if we all lived in a warehouse.

some lady told me about her crack addiction yesterday. it would have been sad if she wasn't so open about every detail about it.
i love my weekend job. partying till dawn, hanging out, getting paid hella for doing it. makes me want to quit school.

but no. that wouldn't be smart. in fact i might quit that job. i don't know if i could handle it when i'm in school.
anyway. that's it.

it's absolutely exquisite how my life went so downhill in a matter of days.
and uphill is so far away.